13 yrs old. I scratch myself )':?

Im sorry to have to read this , just remeber your mom should always love you no matter what you do or have goin on and if she abuses you even though it might be hard to do so you need to tell somebody. Also in these coditions i can see why you are deppressed. Just remeber you are worth everything to some people ajd hurting yourself or killing yourself isnt going to solve anything it is just going to make things worse hurting you and the ones who truly love you. I hope things get better , good luck!